Thursday, April 23, 2009

Go0D lucK!

I would like to wish all the UiTM students all the best for their final exams.
Good luck and may you achieve your target.. May the force be with you..
It's my time now to sit for the first paper...(nervous)
Wish me luck and let's strive for the best!

take Care!

Saturday, April 18, 2009


I was born on the 4th of May 1988.


This year, is going to be my 21st birthday. 21 years old. Gosh I am getting old.
They say 21 years old is the year where you get your "key to freedom"..
I am already free, but I don't want to be too free.

They asked if I have arranged any celebration or party for my 21st. Hmm... Honestly, I never planned any. Because I am always afraid of my own birthday, because that will be the moment I don't have a gf. Lol...

Lame excuse...

Well, this year, I know someone is not going to wish me, let alone celebrating it with me. I have some who are ready to celebrate it with me, the rest, I don't know.

What's the big deal with 21st birthday?

Maybe I couldn't understand it because I am already happy with my family and friends that I have. 21 is just another number.

To those who is buying me present, I thank you all for doing so. Only Allah will repay your kindness.

To those who's going to wish me, thank you and may Allah bless you. :)

To those who is going to be missing my birthday, hmm I must say I'm upset, but I understand...

Friday, April 17, 2009


Many years ago, I had a very strong relationship with this 1 girl.
However, I was cheated. And that hurts a lot.

I was in great depression for quite some time.

Along the way, I met a few new girl, and one of which was very nice to me and loved me to the max. However, My wound has yet to be cured, so I couldn't give myself in. When I was ready, she left.

Again I went into another depression.

My heart was closed down. Shut down. Could not accept another love. Met a few opportunities, but did not work out. Till 1 day...

I met this girl when I was doing my work. Never had any intention on her. Became friends. Then slowly, I feel that my heart was about to open up again... But I did not realize it until...

Until I was asked to leave. Left with no reason given. Till I found out about it myself. Then I gave in. Maybe she's better off without me. :)

It was a sweet memory for me for the year 2009. It made me smile and made me happy although it was against my friends' will. Well, memories shall be kept in the heart. :)

I pray for her happiness, I pray for her success in all her undertakings. Thanks for giving me a chance to know you. :)

And I continue my life.......

So guys, losing someone does not mean it is the end. Your journey continues until you found the one.

For those who have one, appreciate what you have, treat your partner well, love them, care about them, and be happy with them. I wish you all the best and I pray for your happiness. :)


Wednesday, April 15, 2009


This is MEANT to ALL of YOU out THERE!
Please nOTe that I aM GARANG, I am HARSH, I am whAtEVEr you want to call me.
I have warned you and told you earlier to stay away or not trying to do something S****d
but If you ignoReD thAt wArning,

You Got That!

When you are hurt or upset don't blame me. Yes I know I can change and I know how to be softer or gentle, but don't you ever dare try to push me because you are going to get it from me.

So listen to this,
You want to be my friend, you have to bear in mind that I am like this.
I can be better, but you have to get to know me better first. Ive had enough of all the
Sh***y things before so I am putting up this barrier so that I don't have to go through it again.

Feel me?!

Tuesday, April 14, 2009


Exam is nearing...
Paper starts on the 27th... followed by 30th, 3rd, and 6th...
And I've yet to start anything...

An assignment to be submitted tomorrow.
And, I am in front of my darling Acerina (it's a laptop by the way)

Why am I so lazy? Why Why Why??!!!
Come on Nabil you're in part 4 for heaven sake!

Dear God, please give me strength...
To finish up my assignment and to study.. only 4 papers..

I would like to wish all my friends, all the best in your final exams! :)


Monday, April 13, 2009

-nO TitTLe-

Life? What do we know about life? I bet many people can answer that.
But How many people actually cared about their life?
How many people actually know that Their life is short or long? No answer...

Imagine today you are such a workaholic. You work and work and work.
You're also active in other things like sports, socializing. And suddenly you fell sick.
The doctor said you have to rest. So you rest.

And he came back to you saying that you have this this this and this problem.
What would you feel at that point of time? Suddenly you have a lot of disease and sickness that you were not aware of. You already know you have some sickness and you are controlling and taking care of it, and now the doctor said he found "something new" about you.

Life can be depressing by then, but remember one thing. No matter what happen to you, no matter how strong the test and challenges is for you, do not give up. Challenge yourself to get through it because there is always something good out of it.

My dear friends, doesn't mean that you don't have to go clinic you are okay. Take care of your health and don't forget to live life to the fullest. And don't give up before you even try to do it because you never know the result of it.