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27 August 2010 has passed.
Who ever think that I am okay, is wrong in that sense.
I would be lying if I don't feel anything on the 27th of August.
I had a plan which I made much earlier.
I had it all in my organizer.
The truth is, I never left.
But I never showed myself either.

If you think I don't know what's going on, you're wrong.
I've been following you.
But I don't show myself.
Because some people are not happy with my decision or not even happy with me.
People asked me questions where I can't answer it honestly.

If your're reading you'll be confused because the post is hanging here for now.

Tittt... Tittt.. Tttttttttt~~~

That's the sound of the machine attached to a human body which indicates that that person is dead.
I feel dead now... Half body paralyzed.

I guess there's no point of being sad.
Everything is over now.
It was my fault for not taking good care of what I have.
Regardless of how my way is, I failed to deliver.

Chances were given, but I didn't take it or did not do well.
I hope this will be a lesson to me to be a better person in the future.
Thank you for everything I've had before.
Thank you for all the teaching and guidance and the support and especially for the love which I will never find in anyone else.

There is no point of me begging now because the door is closed.
I should have done that earlier.
Everyone have their own limit. You have reached yours.
I tried to change myself for the better me for you.
But you could not wait.
I have done something really bad that made you feel depreciated.

Even though I have seen this one coming, I tried to ignore it and try to keep up with it.
But at last, I fell.
I quote a malay saying "sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua)
I have had my time, I have had my chance, but I screwed it.

Maybe I am not the best for you. Maybe I am not the one for you.
But whatever it is, I have always respected you and loved you.
In case you have forgotten, I don't really open myself to people.
People who think they know me well actually do not know me that well.
No one will, not even me. Only God knows.

I dedicate this to someone very special to my life. Who brought a new horizon into my life.
Who cherished every moments with me, who loved me so deeply,
but has now gone.

Goodbye, Thank you, and sorry.

Holidayyy

Hooorayy hooraayy its holi holidayyy!

Hmmmm semester break has started..
But I am not excited at all..
Probably because I am eager and excited and nervous to know what my result is..
Many have said that I've graduated.. Not yet... Result is not out yet...

I have no plan for this holiday... However I wish to go for a vacation(s)..
To my fellow friends out there, if you are holiday-ing, enjoy your holiday!
But do take care of yourself! Don't get over excited..

As of now I'm just going to stay at home helping out my mum.. :)

Till next time, toodles~~

Huaarrggghhhh!

Wowwww lamenye tak menaip di sini...
:)

I'll be back after my exam is overrrr... :)

Holidayyyy

Its been a week now since the first day of my semester break. Never had this empty holiday like this.

Can't go anywhere much because unfortunately I was not given a car at home. Nice...
Well, at least I could focus on doing the house chores.. But It only lasted half a day.. I won't do it the whole day..

But the problem is, the moment I step out of the house, I'll need cash, and that is what I am short of right now..

Godd...... And my parents did not even give us allowance to eat! That is pressurringggg...

Oh well, I am still breathing though... It is going to be a relaxing holiday, but not going to be as much fun...

And I miss my boo.... Mwt n TTDI is faaaarrrrrr away.... :(

Its OVeRRR

Alhamdulillah..
exam is over... fiuhhh....
it didnt end up well but atleast its over...

To all my friends, congratulations coz we completed our battle this semester.... lets just wait for the outcome..

Well..... I have no idea what to do during this holiday... my mum ask me to stay at home and take care of the house... i'm thinkin of that too but I need $$$$$$$

:)

i'll think of that later.. i wana enjoyyyyyyy my rest for a while.. :)

Family value

Everyone in this world has a family.. A pair stars a family... Families then starts a community.. Communities then start a country.. And so on and so forth.

But how many of us actually knew what family values are?
How many of us really care about their family?
How many families in this world are actually living happily and peacefully together?
Not many...

I have my family.. I have my parents, my brothers and a sister..
I love them so much.. They mean everything to me..
Yes sometimes I got scolded, sometimes I argue with them, sometimes I just could not agree with them, but they are my family..
They will always be there through my thick and thin time.. They are my family and they are also my best friends.. I could not ask for more..

Family and friends are not the same... You can have many friends, and friends come and go. But you only have 1 blood related family, and if u lose them, that's it. They will be gone forever..
If you still have your family, love them, care about them, cherish every moment you have with them..

No matter how bad they can be, they are still your family.. Love your parents especially.. You are nothing in this world without them.. I hate it when people can't seem to respect their own parents.. They have the guts to criticized their parents, say bad things about them, but at the end of the day, they depended on their parents for money, food, and shelter..

Come on! If you are so great, why do u still depend on your parents? If you think your parents are useless, why still ask money from them? Whatever that we have with us now (if you're still not working) came from them. your allowances, your savings, your car, clothes, food, are all from your parents...

You are being disgraceful when you insult your own parents to others.. When you are okay, you forgotten about them.. But when you are in need, then you'll remember them.. That should not be the way..

Maybe you just can't understand it now.. But just be careful and standby when it is your time and turn to become a parent, don't blame your kids if they are doing the same thing to you...

Love your family.. No matter what type of family they are.. Because they won't be there forever..

Mama, Bapak, Abg, Ee, Dhirah, I love you guys!