Passions in Life

Day in day out we can see people jumping ship from one company to another, or from one profession to another.

Some of us might wonder why do these people do such things. For some, they know why.

It's the same as you buying something you do not like, but you just buy it because you need it. For example, you want to buy a VW Polo GTI. But because you need a car now, you can probably afford only a Perodua Myvi. You will still use the Myvi but you always want a Polo. How you take care of your Myvi is different from how you would take care of the Polo.

Its all about passion. We can see nowadays its a trend that you study something else, and work in a different field altogether. You study law but you want to become an interior designer, or you studied law but you like event management.

As for myself, my passion is to do event management, but I'm a law graduate. I am only a few months away from completing my pupillage program. I've been making deep thinking about my future on where should I go.

I have decided to stay in legal field and pursue my dream in event management later. The problem with this is, I will not enjoy my work if I do not have the passion to practise. To make it worse, I am in the area that I am not familiar with at all.

But I cannot simply leave. I am already in a well established firm. To get in is difficult, but I just want to walk off just like that. I do not think it is a wise idea to do so. So I decided to stay for another year at least. From there, I will see how things are.

Probably I will need to equip myself with interesting information and knowledge on this area I am pracitising to keep me going. I think my problem is that I have been influencing myself that I cannot do it. Actually, I know I can. I just need to work a little bit harder, for me to get the passion.

I know where my weaknesses are, and I am going to overcome them. I need strength and time to do it. God, please help me with this.

I am still not putting aside my passion to do event management. Furthermore, I think I have found a new passion that can make me stay in practice. I want to help the society by providing legal aid. I want to do that, and I will find way to do that.

So guys, if you think you do not like what you are doing, think again. You can always make it better. You can create your passion, but you do not get the opportunities that often. Think wise before you do anything.

Peace out.

Relationships

What do we know about relationships?

Family relationship? Friendship? Love relationship? relations between 2 ships?

Those who are married or in a very strong and steady relationship will understand this better.

I certainly have not master the art of relationship as I am still learning about it.

This is just my thought, so please do not ever quote me if you disagree with me.

I always like to talk about love relationships first as this involves only 2 persons.

I've been through a few relationships (again I am saying that I do not simply change subject as I please. I have reasons for that and not many are aware of the reasons and do not intend to make it public)

I also observe others' relationships. It's interesting and funny at times, but can also get nasty when you think about relationships.

Some can handle it well, the rest generally cannot. It's always easier said than done, that's a fact.

When you say you love a person, do you really love a person?

Let me give you an example. You are in a relationship. 1 day you got into an argument with your partner. You could not agree with your partner. You then became a newscaster and inform the whole world that you have that problem.

Third party hearing your story might not get the correct version of the story, and even if they did, the news will spread and a different version might be created.

If you really love a person, you solve your problem internally. Speak to your partner properly. You do not go and ask for opinions and worst still, you rely on that opinion. You ask for opinion merely to guide you. Some of the opinion is not applicable to you at all.

Remember that it is you who is in the relationship, not your friends.

Why am I saying this is because I've heard a few that relied solely on their friends' advices without thinking of the applicability. It's the same as you wanting to buy something, but there's no perfect size for you but you still buy it because the salesperson managed to convince you. You go back home and realise, not only the stuff is not nice, and it doesn't even fit you. End up you wasted your money.

Coming back to relationships. Be confident to your decisions. It may be wrong to the eyes of public but deep in yourself, you know why you make such decision. You can get advice from others, but take it only to a point it can fit your situation.

You will be proud if you make your own decision, rather than you rely on someone else's decision.

That is why the malay sayings said ukur baju di badan sendiri and not someone else's body.

And you do not need to tell the whole world through twitter, facebook, etc etc that you are having a problem with your partner. This is so because more often than not, people are easily influenced by one side of story. It is unfair for your partner because your friends listening to you only heard the half part of the story. They have not heard of the other half.

So to friends out there, (now this is in friendship topic), if you really appreciate friendships, be a good friend and listen or at least anticipate the other side of the story as well before you say anything.

I'm sleepy now so I'm going to stop here. This is just the beginning. :D

Tata.

Refreshment!

HoiMaiGadddddd....

It's been quite a while since I last write something here...

Daymn...

Anyhow, so here I am, after the 5 years of studying law, now at the final stage of being a law student.

Reading in Chambers of SLB now.. 3 more months to go. Can't wait!

However, I am not enjoying doing what I'm doing.

Kept thinking why can't I enjoy what I'm doing. I mean the pay is going to be reasonable, its a good profession, in a good firm. But haihhh... Every day I feel like leaving practise.

Well It could be because I did not make it interesting because I do not want to make myself to understand the subject.

Also it might be because I am too slow. But whatever it is, I am still not enjoying it.

Above all, I know for sure that I will not leave the firm that soon. I just need some courage and something to cheer me up and keep me going.

So far I see nothing interesting in SLB. Just files, papers, work work work. How can it be any more interesting than that?

Oh well, enough said for a refreshment then. Will come back here once in a blue moon.

Take care!

A reply

27 August 2010 has passed.
Who ever think that I am okay, is wrong in that sense.
I would be lying if I don't feel anything on the 27th of August.
I had a plan which I made much earlier.
I had it all in my organizer.
The truth is, I never left.
But I never showed myself either.

If you think I don't know what's going on, you're wrong.
I've been following you.
But I don't show myself.
Because some people are not happy with my decision or not even happy with me.
People asked me questions where I can't answer it honestly.

If your're reading you'll be confused because the post is hanging here for now.

Tittt... Tittt.. Tttttttttt~~~

That's the sound of the machine attached to a human body which indicates that that person is dead.
I feel dead now... Half body paralyzed.

I guess there's no point of being sad.
Everything is over now.
It was my fault for not taking good care of what I have.
Regardless of how my way is, I failed to deliver.

Chances were given, but I didn't take it or did not do well.
I hope this will be a lesson to me to be a better person in the future.
Thank you for everything I've had before.
Thank you for all the teaching and guidance and the support and especially for the love which I will never find in anyone else.

There is no point of me begging now because the door is closed.
I should have done that earlier.
Everyone have their own limit. You have reached yours.
I tried to change myself for the better me for you.
But you could not wait.
I have done something really bad that made you feel depreciated.

Even though I have seen this one coming, I tried to ignore it and try to keep up with it.
But at last, I fell.
I quote a malay saying "sepandai-pandai tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah jua)
I have had my time, I have had my chance, but I screwed it.

Maybe I am not the best for you. Maybe I am not the one for you.
But whatever it is, I have always respected you and loved you.
In case you have forgotten, I don't really open myself to people.
People who think they know me well actually do not know me that well.
No one will, not even me. Only God knows.

I dedicate this to someone very special to my life. Who brought a new horizon into my life.
Who cherished every moments with me, who loved me so deeply,
but has now gone.

Goodbye, Thank you, and sorry.

Holidayyy

Hooorayy hooraayy its holi holidayyy!

Hmmmm semester break has started..
But I am not excited at all..
Probably because I am eager and excited and nervous to know what my result is..
Many have said that I've graduated.. Not yet... Result is not out yet...

I have no plan for this holiday... However I wish to go for a vacation(s)..
To my fellow friends out there, if you are holiday-ing, enjoy your holiday!
But do take care of yourself! Don't get over excited..

As of now I'm just going to stay at home helping out my mum.. :)

Till next time, toodles~~

Huaarrggghhhh!

Wowwww lamenye tak menaip di sini...
:)

I'll be back after my exam is overrrr... :)